Don't know why
there's no sun up in the sky.....But I am getting sick and tired of it. Clinical depression sucks. Oh, I take meds for it. And they make life bearable. Most of the time. But sometimes they don't quite cut it. There are signs.
trouble focusing
trouble reaching out
trouble getting the where withal to bathe
troubled sleep
troubled dreams
irritability
isolation (I think I said that before)
sitting and staring at nothing
desire to self medicate
maybe i need to up my meds
the blues
the blahs
I'm lonely
such a beautiful place but I feel no joy in it....
(((hugs))) Katt... I hope things are looking up soon. Let me know if you want someone to chat with, dance with, yell at or just some silent company.
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Katt there is no denying that "clinical depression" is the real pits, but you've been down before and come back and you will again. You see there is a sun up in the sky just has a haze over it right now.
ReplyDeleteLike Cinn says hun you have friends use us:)
Big HUGS - Dee
hugssssssssssssss Katt, I had no idea ~ if you ever need to just hang out, you can always holler at me! I'm a good listener. x0x0
ReplyDeleteLove you Katt! Though it hurts right now, it will pass in time. Roll with it, keep fighting, and call in reinforcements when you need them. Massive hugs!!!
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