Don't know why
there's no sun up in the sky.....But I am getting sick and tired of it. Clinical depression sucks. Oh, I take meds for it. And they make life bearable. Most of the time. But sometimes they don't quite cut it. There are signs.
trouble focusing
trouble reaching out
trouble getting the where withal to bathe
troubled sleep
troubled dreams
irritability
isolation (I think I said that before)
sitting and staring at nothing
desire to self medicate
maybe i need to up my meds
the blues
the blahs
I'm lonely
such a beautiful place but I feel no joy in it....
